Sunday 30th April 2000
One week has passed, don't know where it's gone. Sams Mums birthday today, have to make the effort for her, went for a drive to Emerald and had cake and coffee, the cake was covered with tiny autumn leaves, even the smallest thing seems like a sign. Fighting tears. All day I watch the time, think about this time last week. 10.25pm he was born. I don't know what time he died.
Friday 3oth April 2010
ReplyDeleteI always thought I had a bad memory yet this day is so vivid in my mind even ten years on. I can see the leaves, feel the tears held in. I still hold still in my heart from 5pm on the 23rd of every April till the early hours of the 24th when he died. I light a candle..xxx